Operation speedy resoultion

[shadow_hive]

So apparently I'm not allowed to feel angry, frustrated or pissed off about losing out on Sonisphere. I'm also not allowed to deal with it in my own way. Can't bottle it up, can't stay away and deal with it on my own. And, because of that, I've ended up more angry, more frustrated. I don't want to talk about it, or be guilt tripped because I'm obviously angry about it all.

So I'll deal with it the sole way I have left.

Today's been ok. Tiring.

JC was ok, apart from seeing a dead bird on the way to the bus.

Went to Walsall with mum for her physio. It was ok. Got new phones cause the ones we have are shit. I'll set them up later.

We had dinner at pizza hut, but it wasn't that special. The pizza seemed off somehow and didn't taste as good as I remembered.

Got two nice, random t-shirts. One blue and sparkly, one wite with dinos/robots/dragons and mad shit.

Went into Waterstones too, which was kinda surprising. At the bottom of the manga spinner there's now a little yaoi section. It's tiny, but it's something I never thought I'd see. Of course I got one. It's called Treasure and it's about gay pirates ((one of which is called Patrick). I had to ask about the price though, since it only had the $ price on the back oddly. There was also a cool looking Bleach managa thing that was all shiny. I didn't get, but then again there was a few of that one there.

Back now and tired, so I'm probably just gonna watch tonight's stuff then crash in bed.

Comments

[heartstopperm.livejournal.com]

Regarding to the first paragraph, I'm here if you ever need to talk, if you ever want to (I wouldn't try to force anything out of ya). :( You're allowed to be angry/pissed off/frustrated, they're YOUR emotions, no one else's. *hugglehug*

Nice that you got some stuff though, the dinos/robots/dragons one sounds pretty epic. Are they all on there at once? XD

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks< 3 I guess I kinda feel... I dunno.

Yeah *snugs*It is. I'll take pics *nods*

[bloodyhands.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
What's up?

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I feel better now, but I'll explain on msn if you're on later

[be-my-flamingo.livejournal.com]

Personally, I don't think anyone should tell you how to process and deal with things. It's your way of doing it, not theirs, and it should be on your terms. <3

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Yeah< 3