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I didn't sleep till 5 last night, but I did write. Sure it was a few lines but they weren't in the same fic. So I did about 5 lines in 5 fics. Fun. Still it means block is gone (I only went to bed cause my eyes were failing me) so yay.

I'm trailing my zebra on Pokemon. I'm at 5 badges and she's at 7. Eep. It's cause I keep going on Harvest Moon (gods that game can be so damn addictive) and cause she's up before me and on it. I don't mind though.

I got a letter today saying my money would be in Friday. Joy, means I don't have to call.

Kerrang's a bit eh today. Accept the poter and The Usedness. I can't wait for the album. (Although comparing it to Panic! in the review is odd).

Tonight I'll be not on cause I'll be over the road keeping an eye on grandad while mum's out. I'll be back by 10 hopefully and then I'll probably do a post/try and use my lack of block.

Six 'ships that I like:
1. Gerard Way/Mikey Way
2. Gerard Way/Bob Bryar
3. Ray Toro/Bob Bryar
4. Bob Bryar/Bert Mccracken
5. Sean Smith/Ian Watkins
6. Spencer Smith/Ryan Ross

Three 'ships I have pretty much abandoned:
7. Duncan James/Lee Ryan
8. Harry Judd/Dougie Poynter
9. Harry Judd/Tom Fletcher

Three 'ships I never liked:
10. Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
11. Frankie Iero/Gerard Way
12. James Bourne/Matt Willis

Two 'ships that have piqued my interest:
13. Patrick Stump/Gerard Way
14. Patrick Stump/Jon Walker

Why do you dislike #11 so much? Two reasons realls. First is that it's so, so overdone. I used to not mind it, but it's just... it seems every MCR fic posted is Frankie/Gerard and I'm sick of it, especially as Ray and Bob get forgotten about most of the time. Second is that it gets in the way of the Waycest, which is just so much better.

Who is someone you know that ships #13? I don't think there is anyone. Sigh.

What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3? That they just go of like they do and have sex. Kinky sex

Which is your favourite episode for #1? Episode? Eh? Well, whenever they grope, which they seem to do a lot.

How long have you been following couple #6? Possibly since I first knew who was who in Panic!, I can't remember.

What's the story with #8? What made you stop liking them/caring? I just went off the whole fandom. Pretty much cause I think the last album was a step in the wrong direction.

Which ship do you prefer - #2 or #4? 2 all the way. Gerard/Bob= < 3 'Oh Gerard you make my heart burn...'


You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12. 10, because James/Matt is blissfully not active anymore. Like with Gerard/Frankie, Brendon/Ryan is so overdone, but it's much much worse. At least with MCR there's active comm's for other pairings but there just isn't for Panic!

What interests you about #14? It's all causa RP, it's made me wanna read it so bad but I dunno if it even exists

When did you stop liking #7? I just... grew outta it. Plus Blue split. It still has a place in my heart as my first fandom/pairing that I wrote for though.

Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the show? Show? Again, it's waning interest in the band that killed it off so it's the other way around really.

What's a song that reminds you of #5? Obviously It's High Tide Baby, cause they sing together

Which of these ships do you love the most? Gerard/Mikey. Waycest is love and my OTP.

Which do you dislike the most? Hmmm... Ryan/Brendon because it means Spencer gets no attention and I love Spencer.

If you could have any of these two pairings double date, who would it be? Now that's an interesting one. I pondered saying Gerard/Mikey and Bob/Ray, but then Bob'd be oggling Gerard the whle time. Instead I'll go for Spencer/Ryan and Ian/Sean. Cause it'd be amusing (and there'd probably be comments about Sean and Spencer having the same last name).

Have #2 kissed yet? Most likely, it's just we haven't seen yet.

Did #4 have a happy ending? If the show hasn't ended yet, do you think a happy ending is likely? *hits this thing for reading like it's about tv only pairings* No happy ending for them though, Bob joined MCR and then the feud started...

What would make you start shipping #14? I dunno. I'll probably do it at some point after I'm done with the fics I'm on.

If only one could happen, which would you prefer - #2 or #6? Oh fuck that's evil. Erm... Spencer/Ryan. No... Gerard/Bob.. no... WAH! I can't choose. Yu're an evil evil meme.

You have the power to decide the fate of #10 . What happens to them? Ryan gets sick of Brendon's advances so he tortures him unto death. Spencer helps.

Anonymous commenting is turned ON. What I want you to do is a post a confession in a comment. It can be about anything at all. Even me, but post anonymously. It can be a deep, dark confession, or something just completely random. Has there ever been something you've always wanted to tell me, or anyone else? Now is the time. Post as often as you want, and I will most likely reply, so you may want to check back.

Note that this does not mean that this is a place for flaming, personal attacks against me or anything like that. But anything else goes. Pictures, links, random rambles, questions... anything.

Date: 2007-05-16 02:54 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
1) I'm in love with him and I think he feels the same; but both of us are not ready for relationship.

At least, I'm just saying that. I want to be with him, but I don't want to be like that ex-girlfriend he was telling me about, that was so eager to control him. I think he's pretty much perfect for me. He's so smart and funny and ambitious.
And he actually listens to the music I listen to. Points for him.

I hate that my heart is on my sleeve. I feel so insecure.

2) I think you're the only guy on my f-list...at least, the only one I'm sure is a guy. I like that. I wish there were more.

Date: 2007-05-16 03:39 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bert Hiding)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
I'm sure it'll work out, because sometimes these things just take time. Maybe his ex is one of the resasons why he's not ready: because he's afraid it'll happen again. *snuggles*

I'm sure a lot of people can say that :)

Date: 2007-05-16 03:11 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Everyday I feel sadder because the majority of the human race is just so... stupid.

Date: 2007-05-16 03:37 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bert Perdy)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
Me too, it seems there's always someone, somewhere making the world a little bit worse for us all.

Date: 2007-05-16 03:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] loisneach.livejournal.com
You may loathe me for this (<3) but for some reason I read the phrase "trailing my zebra" and started giggling thatgiggle. Especially when it's in regards to Pokemon.

Date: 2007-05-16 03:36 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Ian GUH! new hair)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
*giggles*

Date: 2007-05-16 04:01 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I just did a poo that tore my ass. Now I'm bleeding loads :(

Date: 2007-05-16 10:36 pm (UTC)

Date: 2007-05-16 07:18 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I want to be able to love him, and everyone said I should give it a go, but I'm so happy single. Apparently it makes me a freak that I don't want to settle into a nice little relationship and that I enjoy doing my own thing. So now I'm heading into a relationship, and I know the minute I get into it, I wont have the heart to get out of it.

I keep wondering who I really am, and the answer is - I'm the shadow of my former self.

Date: 2007-05-16 10:40 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bob Adorable!)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
*snuggles* Not everyone wants a relationship right away. You have to be sure you're going into it for yourself and not for others, what matters is going at your own pace and doing what you feel comfortable with.

*snuggles more*

Date: 2007-05-16 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I would never do it but for some reason the thought of cannibalism does actually turn me on. I expect the internet is a really great place to say something like that because I can probably be traced and arrested now.

P.S. I think you're extreamly smart and always know what I'm wondering about when I ask.

Date: 2007-05-16 10:37 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bob's Stripy socks FTW)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
Ditto. That makes us both weird/arrestable.

*snuggles* Aww thankie:*

Date: 2007-05-16 10:55 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I wish I could tell you that my suicide attempts are getting more frequent, and that no one around me really cares. They might as well hand me the pills.

Date: 2007-05-16 10:57 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (ROTS Padme Ruminations)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
*clings*:( I'm sure people care even if they don't show it. I'm sure I'd miss you if you were gone.

Date: 2007-05-17 12:43 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I'm so tired all the time and all I want is a girl, any girl but all that seems to be available is boys, sweet, adorable, smart, beautiful boys who are unfortunately out of the runniong due to the very nature of my lesbianism. Unfortunately I've gone the 'any girl' route and hooked up with a girl whose father sold her into child prostitution, an ex heroin addict, and a sexually disturbed dominatrix. I wish I could just be straight.

Date: 2007-05-17 12:44 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I'm so tired all the time and all I want is a girl, any girl but all that seems to be available is boys, sweet, adorable, smart, beautiful boys who are unfortunately out of the running due to the very nature of my lesbianism. Unfortunately I've gone the 'any girl' route and hooked up with a girl whose father sold her into child prostitution, an ex heroin addict, and a sexually disturbed dominatrix one after the other. I wish I could just be straight.

Date: 2007-05-17 08:28 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bob's Stripy socks FTW)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
*cuddles* In my experience boys are arses, it's just some are better at hiding it then others. Her dad sounds like he should be locked up. *snuggles* Straightness is overrated

Date: 2007-05-17 08:40 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I'm scared of every single person around me, no matter how much I love them or enjoy their company.


I rushed things. Maybe this is what I want but I'm not ready for a relationship yet, and now I'm stuck.


I'm being constantly preached to by the same self-righteous hypocrites, and I keep taking it, and every time it wears me down a little bit more and every time I promise myself that's the end of it. And then I just go with the flow again.


I'm not suicidal, at all, but sometimes I just hope I'll get hit by a car and die or something so I can escape everything.


I am completely trapped. And I did it to myself.

Date: 2007-05-17 08:32 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Billy Perdyness)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
*snuggles* i'm sometimes like that

You shouldn't rush things :(

*cuddles8 I hate those kinds of people. :(

*clings*

Date: 2007-05-17 08:47 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I'm scared, damn it.

Date: 2007-05-17 08:22 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Default)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
So am I *hugs*

Date: 2007-05-17 03:22 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i sometimes feel that i'm not important to anyone, and that nobody cares about me

Date: 2007-05-17 08:29 pm (UTC)
ext_34618: (Bob Drumstick)
From: [identity profile] shadow-hive.livejournal.com
I'm sure someone cares and that you're important to someone, it's just a matter of knowing who that person is.

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