For once in her life, she did the right thing

[shadow_hive]

I had a call off mum almost an hour ago. While I've been here, every call with her has resulted in me screaming at her, because every one has been the same. Moan. Moan. Moan.

Tonight's wasn't the same, yet I wish with every bone of my body it had been.

Never thought I'd say that.

This time made me cry, fucking cry.

Nan's in hospital. I don't know the exact details, but it started Sataurday. She got worse, she wouldn't let any one touch her and she had to go in an ambulence.

Now she won't be coming back home, they're going to keep her in the hospital/nursing home indefinately.

My uncle, bastard that he is, didn't want mum telling me at all.

When I get back, they're taking me to see her, but I'm not sure I'll be able to stand it.

I don't know if I'd have handled this any better if I was there, but part of me wishes I was.

Now it's only a matter of time before she'll be gone.

I'm not sure which hurts the most.

Comments

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

I love you so much and I am so sorry you have to go through this, baby... I know exactly how it feels. Just know I'll always be here for you. *holds tight*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I love you too *clings* I know, I love you *is glad I have you*

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

*kisses and hugs* I'm glad I have you. I love you :-*

[w0rds0fl0ve.livejournal.com]

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*nuzzles* Thankie < 3 Big smush= < 3

[deux-lunes.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*snugs*

[sporkss.livejournal.com]

gosh (at your mother..) that must be sucky ]:
i love the way we all have our fantastic shitty mc'shit family stories *sarcasms*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It is:(

Everyone seems to these days. Sigh

[sporkss.livejournal.com]

]:
its terrible. every family nowadays is either rushed into (so the partners become sick of each other or irritated with each other) and they dont last long.
or theres one family member that seems to think that they can ruin it for everyone else ]:
chin up, we cant choose our family, we just have to live with them *hug*

[thehitparade.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

(stop listening to +44, hehe!)

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

it's all that was on the playlist

[muscless.livejournal.com]

sounds really tough, i feel for you *hug*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It is:( *cuddles*