It's just so cold

[shadow_hive]

We went to Hever Castle today. It was interesting and pretty. It's cold.

Didn't sleep until 5, even then it wasn't a real sleep at all.

If you don't like the way I live my life then just piss off. I don't want to hear how I'm wasting my life or letting it just 'fly by' me. You think that? Then go, because I don't want it.

It's better to let it fly by then to be out all night drinking or doing drugs or getting fucked. I'd rather not do those things.

You know something else? I'm so physically far away from whatever you people would call my 'real life' that it doesn't matter to me and that all that's here is being with my babu and little things that are, apparently, worthless and crap to anyone that's not me.

You think any of those things you either go now or you stay and keep your mouth shut.

Worry on your own damn time.

Comments

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you liked it *kisses* with exception of the cold of course :-P

*feels hate towards everyone that's been complaining at you lately* I love you.

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

You don't even know me, so don't even start hating on me.

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

And you don't even know me so mind your own business. I wasn't talking to you, and, for all you know, wasn't even talking about you.

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

... it is VERY obvious that it was about me, because I was one of the people complaining to Stu. You hated on the complainers. It's not rocket science.

Whatever, I'm outta here, cannae be arsed with this shite.

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

Whatever. I still wasn't talking to you, so you should've kept your nose out. There happened to be other people complaining at him before and besides you.

As for being arsed with this, I cannae either.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*kisses lots* Cold is ick < 3

*does too in a way* Love you

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

*purrs* It is :-(

*frowns* I love you too

[mrsvandertramp.livejournal.com]

I concur
You don't know me, and I've known Stu for a hell of a lot longer
I made a mere suggestion and as usual, it's like I've commited a crime of a first degree nature
I've never said a word against you so I would be happy if you would actually get to know me before passing comment

[antontobias86.livejournal.com]

It really doesn't matter how long I have known Stu for.

But again, I wasn't talking to you. There have been people moaning before you and lapifors, and I was talking about people in general. I never singled either of you out. Not once.

I think it's amazing that I can't be allowed to make a comment of opinion without getting shit.

Stu has gone through so much recently, and in his whole life, as I'm sure you must know, and I just don't like people getting at him for the way he deals with it. Everyone deals with their problems differently, and I can understand the way he wants to deal with his because it makes him feel comfortable.

I'm just trying to stand by him because I care and I know exactly how he feels, and I get people having a go.

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

Um. I apologised and said I wouldn't talk about it anymore. Sheesh.

*goes away*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It wasn't aimed at you, I just don't want anyone else going on about it, which of course, someone has.

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

*feels like even more of a dick* sorry. I didn't know someone else had complained as well. I do have full intentions of not bringing it up ever again.

[mrsvandertramp.livejournal.com]

pardon me for caring
i merely made suggestions to which you could have said "no thank you i like how i'm living my life"
but whatever
i've always been your emotional punchbag

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I could have, but I didn't. Can't change that can I?

Emotional punchbag? What's that supposed to mean?

Scratch that, I don't really want to know, I'm not in the mood.

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

I shall post this here as I looking back for your entry about Bert in Kerrang would require effort.
I think he looks okay, Quinn however looks very odd. I liked what Quinn had to say though and I'm very proud of myself as they are still my favorite band and never stoped being so. So maybe I get a Quinn kissey or something when they come back to Glasgow.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Tis oki :)
Me too. Quinn looks very weird. I'm too used to the blonde. Yeah, he's right in a way. I still like them, it's just I haven't really listened to them much.

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

I listen to them a lot. I have a tattoo that was inspired by them. I only saw them play once, but it was a million times better than anytime I've meet mcfly. I feel bad for Quinn if he thinks people will have forgotten them or gone off them because of bands like Fall Out Boy.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I didn't hear them until just before the quiet stint began, so I missed them completely. They're different to Fall Out Boy so I don't get why he thinks that

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

They get misscatagorized by stupid people into the same genre as bands like Fall Out Boy, because of the age of their fan base. It's just stupid. I've liked them since their first album came out, although I didn't really get obsessed with them untill a couple of year ago.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It's really stupid. Sigh, Music is music and that's all that matters. I wish I' gotten into them that early, if I'd heard of them then I certainly would have cause Blue And Yellow= < 3

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

You do realise Sound Effects and Overdramatics is like a sequal to Blue and Yellow.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Really? *never realised that* I'll have to listen to them back to back now

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

Blue and Yellow is about Bert and Quinn and in Sound Effects theres 2 lines that reffer to 'blue' Pluss the song is clearly about two guy's having sex.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I'd heard about that, wasn't sure it was true. Of course it is;)

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

Bert himself said Blue and Yellow was about when he lived with Quinn.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Ahhh that's what i remember reading *nodnod*

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

Is it me or does the photo Kerrang look like Quinn has grown he was never that much taller than Bert. I saw them just over a year ago and I swear he was only a couple of inches taller than him.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It does, maybe he's standing on a yellow pages or something

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

Quinn is the youngest though I think? So maybe he actually grew a little. Apparently you can still grow untill after your 21.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Well since we haven't talked in gods knows how long it doesn't really matter

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

Btw Stu, I've removed you because I still stand by everything I said initially. I'm sorry that it hurt you. We don't really talk anymore anyway and have nothing in common, so...

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

It shouldn't have been said really, but I guess it can't be helped. It's your choice to go or not and if your mind's made up I won't try and stop you. I'm sorry to lose you as a friend, I really am.

[lapifors.livejournal.com]

I think life has just taken us in such drastically different directions... it is sad to lose a friendship but I will remember you fondly.

[thehitparade.livejournal.com]

I always like visiting castles and palaces in Europe. They're so ... big and lavish.

I like your new layout, btw. Link from Zelda?

*is confused, but stays out of it all*

I like your mood theme, too. It's cute!

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Heheh yes they are:) This one was smallisha nd ncie :)

Yess it is < 3

*smushes* You are wise to
Yus :D

[http://users.livejournal.com/imagine___/]

Twilight Link = love. XD Getting it for Xmas with a Wii, which means me looking like an arsehole. XD

*hugs* I hope you feel a little happier soon. We care about you, you know! =)

[mrsvandertramp.livejournal.com]

seriously, i lol'd
thanks for the natural high
saved me a few quid
*goes to do drugz etc*