Hiding in a safe place

[shadow_hive]

I'd like to start with what I've said before. Thank you to everyone that replied to the last post, it means so much to me.

Today's been odd. I got very little sleep last night, so I woke up at 7. Mum called soon after and told be to be over there at half 8 while she went to sort some bank stuff/shopping. So I was there for a few hours, half asleep and soon in the company of one of my annoying cousins. Several hours later, one of the others come, plus my aunt and uncle. I absolutely hate that side of my family. They're annoying, don't like me and always have everything they want. For example, when I was last there, they had two PS2's with 10ish games each.

Bah.

Grandad's been a little better today I think. He's eaten for the first time in weeks and been out of bed, but he still looks terrible.

Went to the Garden Centre this afternoon and we spent a lot on sweets. I want a new fish tank so I can have some of the pretty fish I saw. For just over a fiver I could get about 10 fish, mostly tetras.

I didn't go much on tonight's Doctor Who. I didn't think I would anyway though, the storyline just didn't appeal to me.

On Tuesday we'll be seeing Pirates.

I've decided I'll be staying here permenantly. This is my home, not down south.

I think I'll smoke now, all the ones I had last night have made me crave.

Comments

[loisneach.livejournal.com]

*hug* <3

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

<3 you're welcome, darling, I know you needed the cheering.

Ugh I hate annoying family. Being stuck with them is awful.

Aww tetras are pretty :D Get some!

Pirates is apparently really good. Tell me about it when you get back!

Eww smoking =[ I wish you wouldn't, it does nasty things to people

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

< 3 :)

Me too sigh

They are *is next week&

Yus , 3 Of course

I only smoke when I'm really stressed/upset. I haven't smoked in weeks but last night I had 4

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

=] <3

Yay fishies! Send me a picture? :3

=[ Still, it's bad sometimes. my dad smoked and he's in the hospital for it right now...

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

< 3

Course:)

I don't smoke enough for that. I figure I either smoke or I cut.

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

o_o in that case then, I'd rather have you ruin your lungs... As long as you keep it to a minimum? It's a pet hate of mine, people who smoke... =[

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*cuddles* < 3

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

*cuddles* I've had like a packet in 6 months, there's no way that's gonna do lasting damage. I've had people try and get me to quit before, but it's my life and my choice. If someone tells me not to do it then I still will.

[loisneach.livejournal.com]

And get tetras. Get them by the truckload *loves them*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

They're so perdy:D I've wanted them for months now < 3 Do you know if they need a filter or would a goldfish bowl do?

[loisneach.livejournal.com]

I think they're okay without a filter, provided you keep them at the right temperature and such. I've never kept them, just admired. You could probably find out browsing de intrawebs.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

yay! *wanted to be sure cause net is odd* They'e so beautiful aren't they?

[loisneach.livejournal.com]

And shiny! And oddly cute, for a fish.

[loisneach.livejournal.com]

And you could ask people at the store, if it's a pet store or whatever.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Yesss < 333

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Mmm mI think I will *has a feeling they'll need a heater*:(

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

Okay... but I'm still worried about you, you know? =[ *hug*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I know **clings8

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

*snuggle* just don't do something stupid, k?

[shebangsthedrum.livejournal.com]

Tetras are tropical fish, they need to be in a heated tank, but I know at our petshop they do these tiny little tanks you can keep about ten tetras in which are filtered and heated and have a little light on top, plus uber pretty pink plastic, for like £30. It's a neat little package and I'd get one if I wasn't already keeping Ratrick.

Doctor Who did suck. The scarecrows freaked me out though. But the pretty little boy from Nanny McPhee was in it and he got a thrashing from bigger boys :D

You've made me want fags now. Or a cigar. GODDAMN YOU.

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Aww *cuddles* I hope the pet store here has something like that, it was closed when we passed it and the garden centre had way too many tanks that i got confused :[

I knew I recognised him from some trailer or other *had naughty thoughts of course*

I'm goood O:)

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Why do people keep saying that?

[shebangsthedrum.livejournal.com]

They probably will :) Garden centres are good though, they tend to sell more fish than pet shops. And the sales assistants are better, just tell them you'd like some tropical fish and ask them what's the cheapest tank you can get, they'll be able to help you.

Well of course you did ;)

Nope, you're very very naughty >:)

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

I shall :) I didn't think to ask today cause I had no money and it was near closing time:[

You did too;)

...maybe:P

[llprincesskimll.livejournal.com]

For once I watched DR Who, probably because my mum seems to like it.
You should get fish, for a while I wanted one normal red goldfish, who I was going to call Denis after the smart fish who knows all about animals from the cartoon Stanley, but I never got him.

[megan23451.livejournal.com]

Because we're worried about you =[ *cling*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Whys? 8smush*

[shadow-hive.livejournal.com]

Last night's wasn't as good as it normally is so...
I want fish again, I hope the tank's stil laround. Awww:(