It's just so cold

[shadow_hive]

We went to Hever Castle today. It was interesting and pretty. It's cold.

Didn't sleep until 5, even then it wasn't a real sleep at all.

If you don't like the way I live my life then just piss off. I don't want to hear how I'm wasting my life or letting it just 'fly by' me. You think that? Then go, because I don't want it.

It's better to let it fly by then to be out all night drinking or doing drugs or getting fucked. I'd rather not do those things.

You know something else? I'm so physically far away from whatever you people would call my 'real life' that it doesn't matter to me and that all that's here is being with my babu and little things that are, apparently, worthless and crap to anyone that's not me.

You think any of those things you either go now or you stay and keep your mouth shut.

Worry on your own damn time.

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It really doesn't matter how long I have known Stu for.

But again, I wasn't talking to you. There have been people moaning before you and lapifors, and I was talking about people in general. I never singled either of you out. Not once.

I think it's amazing that I can't be allowed to make a comment of opinion without getting shit.

Stu has gone through so much recently, and in his whole life, as I'm sure you must know, and I just don't like people getting at him for the way he deals with it. Everyone deals with their problems differently, and I can understand the way he wants to deal with his because it makes him feel comfortable.

I'm just trying to stand by him because I care and I know exactly how he feels, and I get people having a go.