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To-do list for tomorrow:
*Chuck boxes in loft
*Organise dvds
*Take pics of stuff
*Arrange Doctor Who figs (yes I'm sad enough to already have groups in my head, lemme alone)
*Finish Pandora Part 2
*Try and finish For The Fantasy
*Re-do/repost the fic archive
*Start Watcher sequel
*Start 2 Hearts
*Figure out who to pair with Madina!Dan, Jepha, Robb and Russell Howard with. Oh and Mitch Hewer. Damn famousmlaes
*Watch more DS9
*Upload the Blackout's album
*Decide which is better: A Hoth Battle pack with a turret or an Endor one with Ewoks

I know I won't manage to do all of them. But I can try.

Before bed, Friday 5.

Which is best:

1. (Song 2) Honey This Mirror..., Give 'Em Hell Kid, DEAD!
Honey This Mirror

2. (Song 5) Our Lady Of Sorrows, I'm Not Okay (I Promise), Welcome To The Black Parade
I'm Not Okay

3. (Song 7) Skyline And Turnstiles, The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You, House Of Wolves
House Of Wolves

4. (Song 9) This Is The Best Day Ever, Thank You For The Venom, Mama
Mama

5. (Song 11) Demolition Lovers, It's Not A Fashion Statement..., Teenagers
Fashion Statement

It doesn't say to give reasons so.. mwhahah. Plus I'm too tired.

But I'm sure

Fuck I'm scared.

I was in the garage sortin stuff to box up and the door bell went off. But, like before there was no one there. It rang no less then 4 times. that, of itself, is pretty bad. Pretty fucking scary right there. But it gets worse.

The last ring was preceded up a very loud, very obvious knock on the window.

Fuck.

I don't wanna go back there.

On a better note th box from the_glory_days has arrived and I wanna open it. How a box from America arrives before The Used single sent from Jersey weeks before is a bit strange though.

The only way of loving me is to pay a lovely fee

My life is fitted into one of two catergories: Days when I hate the world and days when I love it. It started out the latter but moved to the former.

Every proper conversation I have with mum leaves me either annoyed or depressed. The good times are over. The person I love most in the world is suffering a fate worse then death. My family's died around me. My life seems so aimless, so empty.

Today was spent moving stuff into the loft.

In the few breaks I had, I took pictures, ordered the Lego Star Destroyer and opened the package from the_glory_days sent me.

For spending the day doing stuff I got an early birthday present, so I spent an hour making the Lego Imperial Landing craft.

Then Moulin Rouge was on, so we watched that. It's so depressing really. Love's supposed to be the most powerful force in the universe, yet it always dies. Always.