Silver shadows

Hiro=the most adorable thing ever. I'll say no more though cause I'd end up spoiling it for someone no doubt. I ended up watching the ep on BBC 3 as well as the two on 2. Normally I don't watch ones on 3 but last night I had to.

I hate that I'm awake. It's now half 8 and I'm awake. Normally I don't wake proper tiill 10ish. Why'd mum choose today to be annoying and wake me?

She's annoyed me even more cause there was £2000 put in myy account a few months back. The first half of it got wittled down on getting a new fridge/freezer, hiring a moving van and various other stuff. Then the other £1000 wasn't needed so I decided to use some of it. After all, it was next gonna be used sometime next year so I had the time to put some back right?

Wrong. First mum screws it up by having spent £400 in the nearest clothes shop (but I'll bet she's never weared any of the stuff more then once) but I stalled her. Now she wants it and £400 more causa stupid bills and a carpet thing.

I can't say I've used cause she'd go mad and I'd not have here. But at the same time I don't have what she wants. I've tried not to worry and focus on Madina, but she has to wake up doesn't she?

Cut to me buying lottery tickets/scratchcards tomorrow.

I'm gonna have to get a fan heater next time I go into town cause the cold's just annoying now.

I'm gonna go back to bed.

Implore away

For any Americans short of ideas for birthday stuff... Hot Topic Cause for some reason i forgot about it and we don't have it here. So if anyone wants to get anything from there then OMG yes!

Anything that's:
30 Seconds To Mars
BFMV
FOB
MCR
P!ATD
TAI...
The Used

Or anyone else I've missed.

They're such cool stuff.

Edit: the doorbell keeps freaking me out. Ringing with nobody there.

Damn mail not coming. I want by The Blackout singles/album when I'm here not while I'm out.

Burn from beneath the skin

I had to have a cry while I was outside earlier. Stupid year, with it's stupid... horribleness. I'm trying to see if this year has been the worst year of my life. I think, with gigs and stuff, I've managed to balance it out. Just about.

Watching the last Mock the Week made me sad too. Cause it's the last one. Still I have images of Russell's nipples and him pissing so...

I'm practically ready for tomorrow. Cept I dunno where my Madina tee is, so I'll go through the tee drawer soon. Found my Black Parade trousers though.

The bed's still messy, but the big things are gone off it so it shouldn't be too hard to empty.

I've made a list in my ickle sheep notebook of things to look out for. Things included range from House Of The Dead 2 to Drummer magazine and Pokemon.

Mum's spent today laying new flooring in the kitchen, so it looks a bit messy. She feels it's home now though.

Tomorrow I'll be offline pretty much all day. I'll be up and out by 9:45 to get the 10:05 train. There'll probably be a trip back during the day to drop stuff off though. the good thing bout Madina finishing at 10 is that'll we'll have an hour to stalk them. The train nearest the end time is 5 past and we'll miss that so it's best to come on the last train at 11:20.

Kerrang's eh. Next week's is better though. Perdy posters/Madina.