Swamp, mountain, ocean, canyon...

My is it my sleep's interrupted by either lawnmowers of the phone lately? I just want, nay, need sleep.

While yesterday was too hot, today is too cold.

I haven't smoked as much as I have lately since college.

I'm sorry I've not wrote as quickly as I figured I would. With everything that's been going on I haven't been in the right state of mind (which I why What To Do With The Dead/The Time Of Our Lives stopped when they did, because that's when everything started screwing much). I'l ltry and have something tomorrow.

It seems since January I've either been up here worrying about something, or not here at all for a combined 80% of the time.

For awhile I figured I'd be leaving here just as eevryone else seems to have done. Everyone I knew seems to have gone. I don't want to be like everyone else. Especially now, I can't leave everything I know. I hate that everyone I care about is either in a hospital or care facility or is is so far away it wwould take me hours to even get to them.

To an extent I've always wanted to be alone, to have my own space, but I'm also lonely here. I've got no friends who'll come and spend time with me or to go out with. Most of the time though, it doesn't bother me. I'd rather be sitting at a computer then talking to someone face to face.

But I digress.

Tomorrow I'm being dragged to the hospital, despite not really wanting to go because I hate the places. Plus I fear bad news. I guess I can take solace in that it means I can try and get the Umbrella Academy, which I didn't think I was able to do.

Bring them here

I've had a strange day and now my head is warm but my feet are cold. Bahh.

Happy Star Wars Day (cause I was dim and didn't notice before :[). May The Forth Be With You.

I won't be alone for much longer. On Sunday my zebra's coming up. A full two weeks early< 3 Which is good cause I'll have company, but bad cause there's nowhere to sit other then the computer chair. Eep.

I hope I'll have some more money tomorrow. I get the feeling the Comic book might always have si-fi stuff or will have the Legacy Comics I'm collecting (or Infinities... or Knights Of the Old Republic). Plus I'm not sure if you have to buy something to get free comics on free comic book day. I guess we'll see.


I think I'll watch Empire tonight. I was humming the music from it earlier. Still, at least I can't say I've seen the films in three figure numbers.

Yet.

Anyway, I figure since it's been awhile since I've posted fic I think I should post previewy's of the two I'm hoping to finish first (outta the four I hope to have done soon).

( No decided title yet: Waycest/Gerard/Bob: Gerard's POV )

( Pandora: Matthew Leone/Various: Matthew's POV )