To distract from our shortcomings

Hi to any new people from the friending meme at chemicalromance *waves*

I'm thinking of changing my icons soon. By soon I mean tomorrow. It's only cause I have no paypal that works to at more icons to it that I have to. Sigh. Icons I have my eye on are Tomo and some more Madina ones.

I keep eying up bed. this is why I slept on the couch. Cause when I sleep in bed I keep wanting to go back to it for no reason at all and just stay there snuggled for HOURS.

To cover up the fact that I've not wrote enough to post like I was meant to here's a perdy pic of Dave Williams (best one ever and no I won't cut it)


I had that their tour date is on a Sunday before Job Centre cause a: it's gonna be hard to get there, b: it'll be hard to get back and c: I'll have to save money which I'm shit at. But look at the perdy.

The Used album may or may not be ordered. I'm not sure:(

I think I'll start on Pandora, cause I can't seem to write Spencer torture, zombie fic, MCR orgy smut, Frankie porn, killer!Mikey or Bob porn for whatever reason. Aka all the fic I need to be doing that needs finishing.

( Edit: A mini ficlist of what I'm doing now )

Edit 2 (cause I'm too lazy to make a new post): I made a post on mcshearts requesting random things and someone posts this comment. Obviously they've awesome and it makes me wanna do What to Do With The Dead more. Once I've done at least 3 of the 5 standalones I've started (plus the next apart to My Body Is Your Body, cause that was meant to be last night) I'll see about working on it.

Are you kidding me with this?

So I'm woken up by the sounds of gardening outside ie lawnmower and spades (who decides that a warm, sunny day is a good idea to garden I've no idea).

So I go and get Kerrang like I always do. Before I went to bed I went to get it, but it wasn't on the shelves so i just got Pepsi. Anyway, I went to three places in the heat, in my revenge hoodie and none of them had today's. One had last weeks, while another had last months. Crazy. Apparently they haven't come in, so I hope to get it tomorrow instead.

I have, however, seen the Frankie on Mikey leaving interview scan. Do I buy it? Nope. In fact the more I hear about it the less plausible it seems (leaving the tour seems very unprofessional, he just vanished on the gig he left with Gerard saying nothing about it, I don't buy the 'wedding' and now there seems to be no date when he comes back). It all just seems too... suspicious to me.

I'm putting on E4+1 to watch Mcfly Unzipped cause it's not a old repeat like I thought and Harry's guh with his new hair. Apparently Tom has 'the plague' and so isn't in. Danny, Harry and clothes pegs. Pssh Harry you can so sing (why do drummers doubt their singing abilities?). harry skinn< 3

I have kitty Tom in now for cuddles.

And I'll be writing in a few.

Our worst fears have been realised

So at about 3:30 today I got a call from mum. Normally I hate calls from mum, cause she's moaning about something or has woke me up or something else. This time she just said to 'come over because there's something you should hear and I want to tell you face to face.'

Naturally I go.

Once there she sits me down and tells me what's happened (well, more to the point, what she knows). Grandad's in hospital and has been since Monday night (this I knew) cause he's been pale and not eating. At first they figured it's an infection so they're keeping him in a few days to make sure he's ok (this I also knew). They did a blood test and it shown an increase in the cancer stuff in his blood. Now this was such a high increase that they've decided to do an emergency bone scan to find out what's going on. Pretty much this means the cancer's back but we won't know for sure until the results are back.

I spent the past few hours with mum, but now I'm home.