Why they call me that I do not know

So he's still in the hospital, which is for the best really. They're doing surgery tomorrow, so hopefully that'll sort everything out.

I didn't sleep until 5 and didn't wake properly till half 3, although I was woken by the phone again, though I soon went back to sleep.

I just feel so... helpless? Yeah, I think that's it. It seems everything's going crap all at once.

Babu's so strange, yet so sweet to put up with me.

Gonna try and write to see if that'll take my mind off things.

That day, that day

I have pepsi... but it's in can form. Sigh. Oh well, least it'll be always be cold sorta. Got the Charmed magazine dvd thing. Everything is coming out like that now (Star Trek, X-Files, Stargate, Charmed, sure there's others). It's odd.

It's cold outside. I hate cold.

What would make you read a book? What would you want to read? Would you want to read gore or smut or gory-smut? Or something with vampires/zombies/other supernatural stuf?

This is very important to help me with ideas for the possible book thing (which won't be started for agesssssss). I'd do a poll, but i'm not sure what the right checky things would be so.. . this is easier.