Pleaing

One of these days one of those attacks will kill me.

Meh.

Thanks for all the hugs and shit. Of course the reason for it didn't but I guess that's beside the point really. Unless the reason doesn't even know that they're the reason.

Meh

But unless I find out what the reason thinks then as a practical matter, as of yesterday it's over.

But I won't make the first move. This is something they have to do. Unless, of course they really don't care and would prefer to see me get worse and worse.

So, person. Open your fucking eyes. See what you're doing to me. And if you care, you will sort this out before it does more damage. If you don't... well I don't know then.