Drowning in your darkest blue

[shadow_hive]

A few days ago mum talked about us leaving here, going to start someplace new. I didn't really know what to say, just told her not to talk about it, not to think about it. Although this is my home, always has been really, the only long term thing keeping us here is nan. A woman who's slowly slipping away in front of us, who now neither recognises us nor can talk to us, who's barely there yet somehow still is.

I dunno.

Maybe we could go to Wales if it came to that. It's nice there. So green. Plus it's full of Welsh people, which is a plus.

Anyway.

Today's been an odd kinda day. No mail. Barely any sleep. Close to finishing Deep Space 9. ANnoying callers being annoying.

I went on Guitar Hero properly (on easy) and ended up being faily, then have to switch sides before doing ok (on songs I never heard of). I may go on later cause I unlocked the venue with Monsoon.

I won't know if I'm going to the signing for another few hours. Hopefully I will be.

I'm gonna cancel the dentist appointment. I still feel... wrong. I think it might be best holding off on it. I'll call them in the morning.

Gonna sort some form of food (why do I seem to make posts and feel hungry by the end?) and watch the last two DS9 eps, maybe go on GH and... I dunno. I guess I'll see if I can be creative somehow.

Also, why do Americans seem to want to take something we've done and remake it? Which mostly translates in making a crap version of it and it failing horribly. The sole exception is Queer As Folk (yes, we did it first) which they seemed to make work but everything else... has gone wrong. Stop stealing our stuff!